get it mamaaaa lol this is cute

I Express everything with

"why are you crying?" people sometimes ask me when I'm explaining something. I am passionate about everything, my heart truly takes over. Whether I'm debating over music or speaking of politics, even if I'm only washing a dish my heart is in full effect. lately I've been holding back but my emotions are always in it. Either go hard or go home eh?

To ink?

My skin is so pure, do I really want to vandalize it with something that is unerasable ? The answer is yes ....(unerasable is not a word, sounds cool tho) to be continued

Beauty is in the eye of the......Stylist

The Beautiful Minka Kelly!

I do, I don't, I really... don't know?

What's scarier these days, finding out you have to have open heart surgery or getting married?! I'd take getting married. It seem like Weddings haven't lasted since Biblical days. And weddings that do last, both the couples look like their going through torture. I don't care about the Kardashians, if I do favor one it would be Khloe (she's down to earth! and seems cool) but Kim being married for 72 days has caught my attention. I mean what happened to love being the answer and not the question? Seems now a days working out problems aren't even an option. This type of stuff have me considering having a damn wedding in my living room and we can warm up some Hot pockets and be happily married instead of being catered to then breaking up in the next hour! sheesh. I mean by all means if you're unhappy, LEAVE. life is too short to be crying from pain than to be crying from laughter.  But when people break up and divorce for small problems that can easily be resolved through communication, it kills a part of me inside. When I go to weddings and the pastor says "for better or for worst" it's real! It's all in the vows. The realest wedding I was told about was when the bride and groom said "I'll try"
I'm just babbling on but my parents have been married for 28 years, have been through some tough times, I mean these are the things that should be on a reality show. But love conquers all. They've stuck it out. Marriage and Divorce is too damn expensive to be doing it every other month, know that you have to share your life with this person and think about if you can stand waking up to their hot ass breath every day. Know that you'll be with them when their broke and drooling on your pillow lol,Know that their flaws will not scare you away.  know that you're love for them is unconditional. When you have that down packed, "I do" will slip out effortlessly.

GOD BLESS THESE GIRLS

This is Art!

we both have dirty hands.

Cole world for real

I sign on the cyber world and the first thing i see is "Amber Cole: 14 year old girl sucking dick recorded" And this is not surprising to me, what was surprising to me was how people were belittling this little girl. Calling her a "hoe, slut, that bitch dumb" and all these cruel things when people have done things that are worst. Yes, what she did was wrong but it's real out here, girls do this on the regular, she just got unlucky and got recorded. Girls do this for all types of reasons. Perhaps she liked the boy and did it to prove a point or under peer pressure, Whatever her reason my heart goes out to her, she could be my younger sister. This girl needs guidance she doesn't need some one calling her a "dumb bitch" A lot of us have done things that would put us in the "dumb bitch" category and while every one is out here calling her that and laughing at her make sure your mouth is clean (literally), make sure you're protected, make sure your daughter, sister, cousin, even your mother is not out there being a "dumb bitch".

If It Hadn't been for love

Damn I'm starting to think I made a mistake listening to this album, I can't stop singing "Someone like you" or 'Turning Tables' As I listen to this album, I think... DAMN! Adele, who hurt you? She effortlessly makes everyone feel the pain. I try not to play this after 10 pm, lmao I don't want to make any calls to any exes or to have any disturbing dreams. Overall beautiful album, very much heartfelt, sometimes it brings tears to my eyes, And though Beyonce is my favorite female artist right now, I haven't felt this way since the Miseducation of Lauryn Hill, thank you soul sister.

Hip Hop never dies.

Hip Hop's alive and well

Sampling at its finest. Thanks Theophilus, love ya Mr. Gaye

Who run this mother?!

THROWBACK JOINT OF THE WEEK! I HAVE TO MOVE WHEN THIS COMES ON! AHHHHH!!

I thought there Were no more Brendas

It's getting scarier and scarier to watch the news, who needs Halloween when you come across it every day?

I was browsing the internet, and I found a article of a baby that was found in a trash can and ants were eating it alive. I don't know who's worse? The human that threw the baby in the trash or the ants for trying to make it supper. Seriously, A baby is like a breathe of innocence, And anyone that has felt a baby growing in their tummy can say this. To have an abortion is one thing, but to leave a baby abandoned while its taken its breathe of air already is beyond cruel. 

I pray that this baby recovers and blossoms into some one beautiful. Someone that will be loved. 

A Bite out of Apple...

“Almost everything–all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure–these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.” – Steve Jobs’ Stanford Commencement Address. Rest in Peace Steve Jobs. That quote has stuck with me & has truly made me realize why hold back your potential for the fear of failure when you have nothing to lose. As I'm typing this on my iPhone, I cannot begin to say how grateful I am for him organizing a company that gave me a love for technology. I always have a tender place in my heart for Cancer, if a billionaire couldn't cope with it, no one can. Money cannot heal Cancer and we think of all the non important things in the world when another person has lost to the battle. There is not a price on life and that Is why the only option is to live it up.

Sometimes you have to sacrifice

All I Need in this life of Sin <3

"she do anything necessary for me & I do anything necessary for her so don't let the necessary occur...yup!"

THROWBACK JOINT OF THE WEEK! When Autotune was hot! LOL

Cole World. The Legacy Begins tomorrow 09/27.. "One Day Simba"

"But see I got a date with destiny, cause this the summer that our life change, Hov asked me is you ready for it? I looked around at all his nice things and told him nigga you already know it."-J.Cole

The Motivation of CAN'T.

They boo'ed Lauryn Hill when she went to sing on the apollo at a young age.  Jordan helped win a game with the flu. Obama was laughed at for thinking he can become President. And a little black boy from Marcy Projects in brooklyn grew up to be a millionaire, even got the chance to rename and relocate an NBA team (Brooklyn Nets), Jay-Z. "Everyday a star is born" People are easily discouraged by their own mind telling them they can't do it. When these role models, stars, Artist, had crowds of people laughing and shunning upon them. If this isn't inspiration then I don't know what is. If my conscious or intuition ever doubt me of my passion, I will dribble a ball, pick up a mic, or run for president. LOL just kidding. but NO. Never ever let your passion die. After all the saddest thing in life is not the death of a person, but it is a waste of your talent.

Rihanna may hurt my ears at a concert but wont hurt my eyes with her fa$hion

There is something wrong with a Little bump And Grind O.o

Sex for the wrong reasons. A lot of young women deal with this issue today. "If I don't have sex would he lose interest?" "i want him to like me" I can relate to this in every way possible. Sex. not because of peer pressure because of valuing a friendship or relationship so much that you feel if you don't do it, you would put the relationship in jeopardy. I'm a very social person! And the answer of "I had sex because I wanted to" decreases and decreases. And it's like girls do it because they want to keep him, but the irony is that once he get's it, he disappears so giving up yourself to keep him is what actually made you lose him, catch my drift? And any girl that's facing this or don't know if their ready my answer is WAIT! if he loses interest because you're not ready for that yet then you know what he's about, that should be a test. But by all means if you're horny and you're ready to unleash the dragon! strap up and GO! But I just have a very tender place in my heart for girls who are intimate when their soul's not in it. I'm not biased! I love guy's. I'm quicker to make friends with guys than girls, but guys are some slick motherfuckers, they will tell you shit you never heard before just to get a pass at that ass! I've seriously had a guy tell me while i'm walking once "THERE YOU GO! OMG THERE SHE IS!" And I was scared as hell cause I'm from Brooklyn and the first thought that came to my mind was omg he's gonna rob me. he then continued telling his friends "THAT'S THE GIRL THAT WAS IN MY DREAMS!" I had to laugh cause the way it played out was so smooth. See guys know what to say, they have a full degree in pussyoligy. Just be smart and know you're body! Cause no dude, or anybody period is worth losing yourself over. and Once you trust some one with your body, that's the quickest way of trusting some one with your soul. Unless its a quickie of course.

Tell Me why?

My face when Guys try to tell me bullshit

Greatest movie scene of ALL TIME. "Shoe Program Nigga!"

One of the dopest dudes. Theophilus London

My team, Roc Nation whats up?!

Sports is a sanity for humanity, a pure feeling of Victory. New Yorkers are victorious regardless.

Flying isn't impossible.

Dang Lauryn, stay out of my mind.

He stole the heart beating from my chest I tried to call the cops, that type of thief you can’t arrest. Pain suppressed, will lead to cardiac arrest. Diamonds deserve diamonds,but he convinced me I was worth less. When my peoples would protest,I told them mind their business, cause my shit was complex. More than just the sex. I was blessed, but couldn’t feel it like when I was caressed I’d spend nights clutching my breasts overwhelmed by God’s test-Lauryn Hill

My drawing (thanks for the direction Mr. Phillips) how I feel summed up in a picture.

"Now keep in mind that I'm a artist and I'm sensitive about my shit!"

When Hip hop Was High School

Basketball wives?

screw a Basketball Wives! They need to make a "Broke niggas wives" THAT would be a REALITY show. and that's when shit gets real.

There's no limit to my love

Very often people ask.. "How do I know when its my breaking point?!" "How do I know when it's enough" my reply. "when you have to ask" ... I think so many of us just don't want to know the answer to that question. We never want it to be enough, just want it to work, to last. Risks in love are so freakin scary, because a scar can heal. Physical pain can even receive surgery. But there is nothing like  a heart break. Nothing. 

Thanks Denise, (Lisa Bonet) for your style.

Good Music is timeless!

Sorry, were closed.

"I keep a Guard, because i know what it's like to cry myself to sleep"- Sabrina

Cheers to THE WEEKND!

Yes, it is Friday. and I am excited about the weekend! yeah that too, but this Weeknd I'm speaking of is different,yes, I spelt it right the first time... "The Weeknd" An up and coming artist who's soulful, pain felt, high melody catches my every attention. Through his songs I hear a story and I can fairly relate to the one called "Rolling Stone" off of his Mixtape 'Thursday', though 'The House of Balloons' Mixtape is my favorite!
I started listening to the Weeknd who was referred by a friend (Thanks Ryan!) and I though OMG! where have you been all my life. I started breaking mirrors in my house trying to sing like him. And I haven't tuned out ever since, No Weeknd on the Weekend though, it might make you a bit sad. LOL. the-weeknd.com

Stress is temporary, Love is forever.

After All these years, the pain still lives here.

I went to The World Trade Center today. There's still a building left but it is Not the same. it's amazing after all these years, that once I walk out the train and pass by the empty space, I don't know whether it was in my heart or in the center where the TWIN towers were suppose to be, Maybe both. I imagined myself being there and jumping out the window And I shivered. I'm afraid to freaking put my hands up in the air on a roller coaster, imagine putting my hands up in the air to launch out the window, knowing that my chances of making it are unrealistic. I didn't imagine to feel all these emotions when I walked by the empty space, but I did. After 10 years, It still hurts. Ground 0.

Classic Brooklyn, I love you forever.

"I DON'T CARE" VIRUS.

Is there a memo going around that I did not receive? It seems like "not caring" or.. wait on Twitter  there's the "IDGAF" "I have no fucks to give" lol and this sucks major because I give a whole ton of fucks. It's like i never run out. I think people care but they use their "not caring" attitude as a shield to avoid getting hurt. What people don't realize is getting hurt is apart of growing. As a Kid my mom had this hugeee flower thingy, with leaves and all beautiful and growing and long! It was tempting to tug at, how could you look at a long leaf thingy and Not want to pull it?! (I guess i have always been violent) Anyway, it was long and green and calling for my attention. So I use to have fun breaking it, and breaking it until the leaves stopped growing and turning brown. Days after I thought it was dead and it will never grow again. IT PROVED ME WRONG! It grew longer and healthier (With the help of water of course) ok. so Maybe this was a weird comparison, but my drift is that getting hurt and going through things only make you stronger and grow tougher. I've been through times where i'm like FUCK IT! FUCK EVERYBODY! I'M BITTER. I'M COLD. FUCK THE WORLD. IF I HAD A DICK I'D TEABAG EVERYBODY. ahaa (I sound like Tyler The Creator) but anyway I've felt low. but Thank God I keep my "I care attitude" regardless because I do care about people and everything. Why live if you're not gonna give a crap about anything? As Maya Angelou said "nobody but nobody can make it out here alone" so we need each other! Moral of the story is: no matter how much you pretend to not care, and feel you can do all bad by yourself you can't! and some one is going to tug at you and hurt you like I use to do my mom's plants but you will get past it and grow! If i had to choose between drinking honey or vinegar, I'd choose honey, Nobody wants a bitter bitch! It's okay to care, You Aint gots to lie Craig!

THROWBACK JOINT OF THE WEEK!!

Legendary, a healer for the soul

Janice's Swagg

I can sell porn to a preacher, and make a nun light the reefer. 

fashion speaks louder than words.

Why Cry when you can fucking party?

What is The MO(RE)TIVE?

Truth is every one wants some thing from you. yeah, but being used isn't always negative. Although with this generation being used negatively  wins MAJORITY! There are some people that want to use you to cure the empty area in their heart. We've all been used. Negatively and Positively. I know I have.  There is always Signs, there's always that intuition. but we ignore that because even though it hurts so bad. it feels so good.
I've seen guys and girl's plot and lead each other on just to get their use of a orgasm. Or just to keep that person hanging around for back up. WTF! In a way were exactly like drug fiends, trying to ease an addiction, and are never satisfied. Our mindsets have automatically changed to what can I get out of this person? Instead of thinking what Do I have to offer?